I stepped through the door into the Otherworld and looked at my feet. I was barefoot and the ground beneath me was mud, silky and cool. My feet and legs, my bare arms were covered in a sheen of mud as well. I wore a dress of brown silks, many shades in velvets, taffetas, brocades and sheers, unfinished edges and uneven but beautiful.
I looked
around me and found that I was in a wood, wet and muddy. I walked along a path to the bank of a stream;
the water was high, flowing, opaque brown and lovely. On a clear bank I saw a short
round stump and walked towards it.
Upon the
stump I found a pile of unformed clay. I
began to play with it and to form it and found that I had created a baby-doll,
like the one I had as a child, and I became aware of a truth about myself. I have been a mother my entire life. Even when I was a toddler, the mother was a
part of my identity.
I noticed
that, while I had thought that I had used all of the clay to create my child,
there was yet more there and so, I began to play again and found myself making
a bowl. When I placed the vessel upon
the alter next to the child, there was yet more mud and so I took it up and
began to play again. I made small round coins and carved then with the runes,
and placed them in the bowl.
When my
creations were complete I sat in the mud and I was filled with a feeling of
satisfaction, contentment and joy.
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